How do you know when it’s over?

Maybe when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing in front of you.

Familiar grounds

It’s becoming too real and familiar for me. Similar to my previous experience, it did not conclude well. I did not have a chance to fix the situation because I was too stubborn to run after her. But this…this was different. It had a meaning and purpose, every action I took led to a journey that I would gladly embark on again. I took the risk of committing, even though I knew the risks and consequences I would encounter along. It did not matter though because I had her by my side that time around. I could not have asked for a better person for I to be accompanied with to endure the ups and downs of relationship.
However somewhere along the path, things were not the way they were supposed to be. Both of our priorities have changed which led to complications.Just for once, I want to be the reason why someone stayed.

“Nice guys finish last…always?

Though I do not consider myself as a nice guy. I feel as if I am consistently last over someone else’s. I have continually felt like this since high school. Every time I think we are okay. There is always someone else that comes along to snatch her away or either I am too stubborn and too late to confess my feelings…Or maybe I have been in the wrong race all along.